"Seize The Day"

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then continues in the background]
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

lagu ini slalu aku dengar akhir2 ini........................pikiranku kacau banget. smua terasa complecated, walo baru gajian tapi tetap aja aku gak tenang. karena ini adalah hari2 terakhirku kerja disini. rasanya berat banget meninggalkan tempat ini. tapi disisi lain ada alasan kuat yang buat aku harus berhenti sampai disini. aku slalu berusaha untuk bisa tersenyum dan tertawa menjalani ini semua. sebenarnya aku ingin berteriakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..............
tadi aku juga baru nelpon adikku [Febrie Yanti Pandiangan] yang akan ujian Nasional bulan april. trus tadi dia nanya apa dia jadi kuliah tahun ini ato di pending dulu. rasanya berat banget bilang ma dia untuk membatalkan rencana kuliahnya tahun ini. Seandainya hidupku dah mapan, mungkin aku bisa mewujudkan keinginan dia kuliah. abang minta maap ya dek............abang belom bisa. tapi abang akan berusaha untuk itu............................abang gak kan menyerah.
coba kalo papa masih ada, mungkin tidak akan seperti ini. yodahlahhh, itu sudah takdir dari Allah. jangan sedih dan patah semangat ya dek...........

huhhhffffffffff........mana kekasihku lage sensieeeeeeee.....
benar2 menyebalkan..............
aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............mumet, lelah, capek, letih, smua dahhhhhhhhhh

besok lage deh di sambung, mo makan indomie dulu ke warung man.
laperrrrrrrrrrr blom makan malam.

[to be continued]